I took about 60 ecstasy pills in three months will i ever feel normal and be able to have fun again?

And, of course, the previous answer is irresponsible. First, Ecstasy is an illegal drug. That means it wasn't made in a quality controlled laboratory. What you have been taking COULD have included any sort of contaminants, and you would have no way of knowing what you've been taking. These contaminants COULD cause you permanent, irreversible damage. All you can do for now is to NEVER, and I mean, NEVER take any more illegal drugs, then wait and see what happens. You MIGHT get lucky and recover. But there are no guarantees. It all depends on what those strange pills you've been taking have been laced with.