No one is helping me (anxiety/depression)?

I am very sorry to hear your story. If your mom refuses to help you child protective services can be called, that is if you want out of the situation. I am shooked your school has not called her demading your return to school. The school too can file a report on your mother. You need to demand help, if your mother wont help you call a social worker. You need to be back on your klonopin i know from experience that stuff helps. You need to find a doctoe that will help you and if aware that you are a recovering drug user. There are places that will help you, and they might make you sign a contract saying you only get pills from one pharmacy and they will probably count your pills at every visit but they will help you. Sounds like you also need some talk theraphy. Insist on seeing a therapist, and if your mom refuses like i said call child protective services, she is not doing her job as a mother by keeping you from going to school and having a functional life. Good luck and email me if you need any hot line numbers or anything.