I did cocaine every week for 6 months and ecstasy every weekend and popped 10 to 15 at a time some nights.?

Will I ever fully recover and feel normal. I know it was stupid and I was psycho to do that much ecstasy but I did. I'm on seroquel and prozac btw. Please intelligent answers, if you haven't been through this or you're not someone that actually knows then don't bother with it.